Sorry

i want you to know that am fine of confrontation. That to ridicule me as a close friend means a lot to me. After all, who is perfect?

im more than glad that over time, you have found your way to finally blurt it out--- 'that i should mind my own business & how dare me to have judged you'

i have parked myself in in full gear of acceptance and humility saying Sorry!

oh yeah, true Friends are like that and that is why, I do miss you.

The Birth

It's running 9 months before I finally had the time to write this intently. The birth of my Kylene is well planned. She was born in comfort, through elective caesarean section. How fortunate to have given birth in the best public hospital ever! The Westmead Hospital, 10 minutes drive from home. And because its public, we have to bear with some restrictions ----like its FREE for a start. Yes, it was free! All of it! The service is Awesome, the only downside is, husbands are not allowed to stay after 8PM onwards and can rejoin at 8am the next day but a round-the-clock midwife is there to help your every need. I have no complains except for the very painful wound after the operation. But like any other pain---it didn't last.

After 3 nights, I was released. A midwife visited me at home to weigh Kylene as she had issues with her weight in the beginning & was initially diagnosed of jaundice. But luckily, the doubts were cleared and her weight improved. I am really cared for. I feel that I have done something really good to have deserve all these wonderful gifts of LOVE, KINDNESS & just these feeling that the world has instantly fell inlove with ME

I am LOVED. and that matters. And because I have it, I could freely give it away too. It is even more meaningful to give LOVE, to be KIND, to be at PEACE with the WORLD.

I don't have a POEM prepared for her on her arrival---but I have all prayers to GOD. That she will keep my baby on HIS side. That HE will protect her. That HE blesses her a bright future! Even brighter than what we already have!

It's an emotional experience to see your baby the first time. I couldn't forget that moment. It was an entirely different experience from the first. And is equally amazing. The miracle of pro-creation! I have a genius, cool , absolutely amazing God!

hopping ....

We are so fortunate to have hopped on to the many beautiful places in Australia. Tasmania. Melbourne. Canberra. Living in Sydney. I think each of these places reflect how diversified Australia is. And how lucky we are to have the opportunity to have lived in this country. If I were to borrow Cating's words about leaving, moving, travelling. "Why do you go away? So that you can comeback. So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. And the people there see you differently, too. Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving."

These 2, to name a few.

a month older. Eczema-free

Oh God, Thank you. Oh darling, how did you become so cutie like this. 2 teeth out. Crawling so fast and all of a sudden so mobile , she thinks she could fly!

God is watching us

Thank you God for keeping us safe. Our first long drive together as family. Thanks for providing us good health, for making us afford a good accommodation where we could relax and be comforted at night. For the cold weather but not rainy. For good rest though sleepless. Cheers to vacation. Cheers for Christ has risen!He always watch over from a distance.

Long weekend

and its vacation time. I have a book to finish reading. It is not some kind of book but my CPA exams. EThics and Governance.

God, how do i keep interested with these studies.

Music makes me High!