Behind the ME is this. Yeah, I meant those 3.
The kind of life we live here in Sydney is less than perfect. However, I always feel that we have been blessed abundantly and so, we took advantage of living life to the fullest. Always a day of Thanksgiving!
The things I have gained for being part of this FAMILY.
- That Health is our primary Wealth, not Money.
- That family drama are ESSENTIAL - we grow from it
- That family is the place to be- at your happiest or your saddest, your BEST & your WORST
I have passionately invested myself to this. That sometimes, i think I am overdoing it.
But that someone never stopped loving me. He gets me frantic at times---oh boy, he knows how to stir me when I am boiling. But he never lets go. He keeps his hand rock-steady. And each time he does that, I know I am in the best place. I do not want in any place better. I am in all ways pampered,loved &i am luckiest.
& the LOVE we share is far more than the ROMANTICS would experience.
It is REAL. It is facing the mundane, the monotony & dance through it.
Thank GOD for challenges! Otherwise, this would have been BORING.
True LOVE is Hard Work. It doesn't come EASY.
My Kylene- she is the number 1 source of joy. she transforms me in the most positive form. I know that this bond is FOREVER. Oh, that tiny little eyes staring at me, wanting me, predictable & beautiful. She is mine, she came from me.
My Cheyenne- she shakes me. All of me. She is witty, emotional , beautiful. She is domineering & impatient. She is me & somehow it scares me. She is 10 and she has now seen most of the dynamics of the world, oh God! she has heaps of questions, i hope I have definitive ANSWERS.
What is important to me now is that she is KIND & LOVING and it makes me so Happy!
& I hope my 3 feels how I love them. They are most important to me.
And that is the most important GAIN i had in this LIFETIME. To know how to LOVE.
Thank you, HEAVENS!