Friday, June 20, 2014

my most important Reader

keeps on peeping through my blog nowadays.
And I feel so self-conscious about it.
Awww, my Cheyenne has roped herself into the world so fast and furious that treating her like a baby is simply not applicable.

She has progressed really fast and as a mom--it is a mixed of excitement and fear.

Like, last month--she asked me this question, "mom, how did you become pregnant?' Of course, it was a 'aha' moment. I knew it was the perfect time to reveal the real answers. A direct to the point question necessitates a direct to the point answer. No time for hesitation from me-- I did blush in the process. She said she felt embarrassed & yeah, moments like that no matter how awkward-----are special moments for me. These are moments I was waiting but had no idea how to prepare for. I think like any other huge moments in your life- you will never come prepared. Like having a baby for the first time.

Chuck and I didn't decide of having a baby too soon in the marriage. We were living miles apart and I got pregnant after the wedding. We didn't get to spend a real honeymoon. How is that? We were not living together, we had a baby, I was a having a budding career and I have a maid to help me out. Geez. That's how our marriage begun.  I know, it was not ideal but we worked it out.

And we had Cheyenne. She came no matter how what and she made my world really special. She is first love, a love I couldn't demand anything more. No disappointments, no expectations. I laid my eyes on her everyday and I know the world will not crumble because I have the most beautiful treasure!

so, I hang in there & we turned any mundane day truly mem'rable!

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