Tuesday, November 03, 2015

i have been away from myself

and it has cost me so much turmoil within. Oh yes, I sat down at my kitchen one night and thought that life no matter how it becomes chaotic is sending me sufficient positivism to keep me moving.

so, we moved to our new place on the 26th September. Mama had to wake us up at 5:30am to make sure the sun ain't up yet when we reach our new home.  Some kinda tradition with a basketful of Rice, Oil, Water that signifies abundance according to ----i dunno. But I obeyed, I need abundance in this lifetime, so whatever it takes to prepare for it, I will do it.

This move was done in the midst of my quarter-end at work. Which can really be taxing emotionally and mentally. And on top of that is my CPA examinations. Wow, all that in the last 2 months.

But our God is sovereign.He refreshes me each morning and I feel anew.

My prayers.
For God, to show me more reason to be compassionate, to be kind-hearted and to free my heart from all ill feelings. Oh God, teach my heart to be gentle and calm.

There is too much going on in my life, too many things to think about that all i can do is to sit in here and wait. Patiently wait and see!

I am seriously thinking of looking for a new job. I really do.

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