Tuesday, September 03, 2013

23rd of August

I have finally given birth! Oh, i do not know where to start. I have so much to tell. It was a blast. The delivery, my lovely little girl, the sleepless nights, the healing------I haven't slept for more than 3 straight number of hours since then. Oh yeah, I can't think of any thing I would like to do at this moment of my life than to be a full time mom. Of course, I am very thankful of the support I got from my mum and my hubby---who make things easy for me. Without the support I got from them, I may have been so in despair right now.

I remembered crying on my second night at the hospital. It was a very exhausting experience left on your own with your baby in one room for loooong agonizing nights. ( they do not allow carers to stay in at night at the hospital, it is strictly 8am-8pm. ) But you can call the midwifes who are there to assist your needs. It's amazing how I and other mums especially in caesar section operation withstand this. But like all other pains, it shall pass. Your baby smiles at you ----then you decide you can survive!

Plus the pain of breastfeeding, it's another story to tell.
But I had to stop here, have to catch up with slumber kahit 1 hour lang :-)





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