Blue or Purple

So, I am at that moment in my life again. It is like a crossroad. Like how this photo would represent. I am either a purple or blue. Compelled or Unambitious. In control and Not. Old self, we've meet again.

The drastic weather changes, the weight loss--- I have so much to blame. I can only ask why? where's my passion. I have nothing to blame but the battle within myself. I have won so much of these battles though so, maybe, going away for a while is the answer. No, i am not in Pain. I just need my time, to be back on track. Tranquility, Solemnity and to tell myself that it is darn OK to slow down.