Tuesday, September 05, 2017

here comes my favorite season!

SPRING. Days of tulips and beautiful weather.
So, for the first weekend of September, Spring came and  remained true to its promise! And so here I am again, lookin' forward to days that I don't have to open my office emails and fret and sigh.

I actually love my life here in Sydney, it is more that I could imagine and could afforded. But there are days like this.  I become so demotivated and tired and actually, it has been constant the past days. I am uninterested of all the chaos that is happening. All I want is to stood still at times and whilst part of me is trying to add value, I just don't have to nerve to try.  Believe me, it is the most unhealthy feeling in the workplace. 

I have no one to blame but me. That sometimes, I am the negative energy. and there are times , I needed to withdrew from this because I am trying not to negate the seemingly positive vibes they are trying to take on to this. Although i know deep inside, it is not going to work. see,  i am negative. 

What do you do? 
Maybe next year ain't that bad. or maybe leave next year. I don't know. My mood hasn't changed for 2 months now and it is keeping me down whenever I go to office. It is just not me anymore.  
I don't like this ill feeling. It's insane to be in this boat.

On the lighter note, our very simple Father's DAY out is no other than the place called McDo and outlets.

My girls are very lucky to have a dad like you. 

Top 3 things you did right in this lifetime.
1. you begged that I marry you ( laugh)
2. you convinced me to procreate 2 children ( more laughs)
3 you looked at your daughters for the first time and promised them to be the best version of a Father than you can be. ( love)


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